Current mood:	lonely
Current music:	Bright Eyes- Sunrise, Sunset

Haha.
Uhm hey. i finally left blurty i think. who knows? don't i always say that? Today let me say was interesting. i hung out with Kristen all day and went shopping... i got buttons ^_^ i have one that says, "Everything i learned i read in banned books." haha. and some other estranged ones. For once my sister made me feel better. She gave me a yellow rose to hang in my room... I went to bed at like 4-4:30 this morning. Oh well. I finally got to talk to mi amor. It was fun but then he got tired at six and decided to call me later when he has a chance which is good because he should be enjoying the time in Florida and i should try to enjoy the patheticness of Pennsylvania. whoot. These ferret emoticons really make me chuckle. ha.



Which band did you choose? Avenged Sevenfold

1. Are you male or female: "I'll try." She said as he walked away
2. Describe yourself: I'm not your friend. I won't soothe your soul. and in the end you're all dead to me
3. How do some people feel about you?: But keep away from me
4. How do you feel about yourself?: I've gone alone, took all my strength but i've made the change.
5. Describe an old girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: to me you were my life. to me you were my soul companion. Now you are so far away. Nothing can take the time and the memories we had. Come back- to the days when we were young. Come back- to the days that nothing mattered.
6. Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: "I'll be here waiting." tested but secure
7. Your sexual innuendo: Now you're perfecting a world.... meant to sin.
8. Where would you rather be?: All i can see is a place i wanna be. Timeless my life was so free. Leaves at my feet, blown to the ground their echoes are reaching my ears. Nights coming fast, suns going down.
9. Where are you?: I've been pulled out to watch from my eternal sleep
10. Describe what you want to be: Tormented young left without a soul
11. Describe how you live: I just want to die, take away my life... lay by your side... please
12. Describe how you love: Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for, thinking with your heart
13. Share a few words of wisdom: Sometimes life is altered. Break from the ropes your hands are tied. Uneasy with confrontation. Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right.
14. Are you older or younger: This will never end and I'll bleed forever
15. What would you like to do today: And you sit there and do nothing. you're content with doing nothing.
16. What would you like to do tonight?: I closed my brother's eyes tonight...
17. What makes you feel the best?: I see through you. The fear that's in your eyes.
18. What makes you feel the worst?: I won't see you tonight


Which band did you choose? AFI (The Art of Drowning)

1. Are you male or female: The figure on the bed all dressed up in roses, calling.
2. Describe yourself: Like a devil meant for better things, i will find my place on high.
3. How do some people feel about you?: No need to worry it's just another monster
4. How do you feel about yourself?: Like an angel with two broken wings
5. Describe an old girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: Feel one thousand pains, but one is receiving a bloody invitation
6. Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: Then take my hand and sleep with me. Take my hand and i'll be everything to you. Take my hand and i'll take everything from you. I will seep under your skin. I will. I will hold onto your heart. I will.
7. Your sexual innuendo: I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
8. Where would you rather be?: Along the path where the stream is talking, i breathe the mist and continue walking. As a sigh escaped my lips i feel the light caress of fingertips that steal away the breath and leave me on my own, waiting by the stairs.
9. Where are you?: The spirit song still surrounds me, in refrain, in shadows growing wings
10. Describe what you want to be: Let it begin. Make me invincible.
11. Describe how you live: On the way i wrote words for you to keep. On the way, i saw myself. Lost myself along the way.
12. Describe how you love: I'll set the world on fire and in the burning light i'll write my first love song and i will feel warmth.
13. Share a few words of wisdom: Swing thru sadness. tears of joy. Curse the sunlight. Arsenic for the boys and girls. Drink the madness, smoke so coy. Smile injection. Serum of a will destroyed.
14. Are you older or younger: Teenage death girls
15. What would you like to do today: No one could see me. I fell into yesterday.
16. What would you like to do tonight?: Let's tap your heart so we can paint the walls and see if anynody likes the tone or the pain.
17. What makes you feel the best?: Now show me to shine
18. What makes you feel the worst?: So i lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me, with nothing left to lose. Three tears i've saved for you.

Which band did you choose? Sunny Day Real Estate (Diary)

1. Are you male or female: Grendel
2. Describe yourself: The mirrors lie those aren't my eyes.
3. How do some people feel about you?: painted picture prize jewels on a crown poisoned wine
4. How do you feel about yourself?: I feel wrong. what's wrong with me? Fallen through blind myself.
5. Describe an old girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: lost myself when pain from your heart left it's trace in written words held like a seam i have no hand to heal.
6. Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: I dream to heal your wounds but i bleed myself.
7. Your sexual innuendo: Made a sign there. what leads to the heart of me while my clothes were damp.
8. Where would you rather be?: under this bridge i lie down.
9. Where are you?: in the shadows buried in me lies a child's toy
10. Describe what you want to be: the rain was there to wash away my tears. i wanted to be them but instead i destroyed myself.
11. Describe how you live: you're married to your pain.
12. Describe how you love: my heart is bruised by your words sometimes.
13. Share a few words of wisdom: Help unchain this memory
14. Are you older or younger: Now fallen child run away
15. What would you like to do today: I lost myself when spoken words agreed. Shall we dance again?
16. What would you like to do tonight?: Throw away these things that can go no longer.
17. What makes you feel the best?: my hand to heal your wounds
18. What makes you feel the worst?: sometimes you drag me on with no words to explain. although you threw away my name from your mind.