Current mood:	sad
Current music:	Sunny Day Real Estate- Round

Seven. Or forty-two. Whatever.
hey guys. i'm glad that some of my blurty friends have a livejournal too. [i'm not alone yay.] well anyways. my boyfriend left for Florida today for the next 19 days. sadness comes over me like the plague also to top the cake, Kelly came up to me to tell me that one of my friends died yesterday. It was so hard not to cry in school today. I just hate how everything bad that you think can happen actually happens in such a short amount of time. Plus it's the 22nd of December today. Which means January 4th is the one year of my other friend, Garrett's death. Damn i'm really going to be depressed for the next couple of days. Not because of the fact that i'm sad usualy but because everything that i thought could never happen... happened. I think it's just one of those days when i want to cry. I try not to cry too much anymore because i want to stop. Really want to stop after Saturday. I just feel so weak and loserish sometimes. But just because i feel that way doesn't mean that i'm not happy with my boyfriend does it?